it’s times like these that makes you wanna just run and let yourself be engulfed completely by the mighty waves. 

you’re just waiting to snap like a rubber band pulled to the point of no return, and you lose control of everything that has defined you. every aspect in your life that you deem to have coped to hold everything together stretched on this thin rubber strand. 

everything that mattered to you. at some level. emotions swing like the pendulum of an old clock in clockwork repetition and you’re screaming inside.